InsaneJournal

dear world;
I do not have the patience for any of this right now, I really, really do not.

My mother in the hospital for days after surgery to remove a tumor, now with bonus fever that no one can fucking explain >>>>>>>>>>>>> everything else. If there is someone out there in the world who doesn't like that, they can jolly well suck it as far as I'm concerned at this point.

I'm not in a mood to be happy or playful or make everyone else's problems better because I'm pretty damn well terrified that this fever is going to turn into something much greater because someone, somewhere, didn't do their job right. I don't want to lose my mother and dammit, I need some consideration of how I feel, some honest to God support. Maybe that's selfish, but if the rest of the world can be so damn selfish sometimes, I figure I'm about due.

I'll cope how I want to cope. If that means I don't want to do X or I want to do Y, I'm going to and people can like it or not. If they don't like it, I don't want to fucking hear about it.